Sunday, May 17, 2009

Shifting Views

Before motherhood (and the Air Force) changed my life for good about four and a half years ago, this was my view:
We were living in Giais, Italy with the Dolomite Mountains practically in our backyard. Every morning I would wake up, open the heavy wood shutters, and lean out my kitchen window, inhaling the fresh mountain air and gazing at the incredible foothills of the Italian Alps. The mountains were spectacular and the view ever-changing as the shifting daylight and sometimes tempestuous weather brought out different details from moment to moment. I finally understood what those Impressionist painters were after. I would snap photos every day, sometimes several times a day, trying to capture the fleeting moments and memories.

When we moved to Utah, a lot of things changed. In a matter of weeks we went from being a carefree couple who could pick up and travel anywhere in Europe on a whim (even though I was expecting) to being brand-new parents and suburban homeowners in Utah...which in many ways is the most foreign place I've ever lived.

I missed Italy, and my mountains. Sure, I have a view here, too...if I crane my neck to the east and look past chain link and white vinyl fences, rooftops, and trampolines I can see the Wasatch Mountains from my backyard.
But this is my real view now:
And I have never seen anything more beautiful. It's an amazing miracle how a child can fill your heart and how your view can change with a baby's smile :)

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Kami Lewis Levin said...

Yeah. I've been feeling that way myself recently. We moved to a suburb of Boston from New York City and it was total culture shock for me. But every time I feel a twinge of yearning for my old stomping grounds (and my old life) I look at my awesome family and think, "I could live anywhere as long as I'm with my dudes." And also, we now have a huge backyard.

The Blonde Hurricane said...

This is a beautiful post, Noelle... very heartfelt words...

180|360 said...

I can only imagine the shock of going from Italy to Utah! But I totally agree, children can make everything okay. And how blessed you were to live in Italy at all. That is one of my dreams... :)